love or hate

Loving someone ends in either hating them, Loving them, or Having no feelings towards them at all. See, you can't hate someone without first loving them because so strong of a negative emotion can not spring from anything other than the exact opposite of that negative emotion which is LOVE because it is the only emotion as strong as hate but on the postive spectrum.  & once you neither love nor hate then you've got NOTHING & nothing for some people is too much reality to swallow & everyone wants to hold onto something, so I guess it sucks for the people i used to love...because i don't hate anybody :)

It's a hard pill to swallow

There's nothin' like sitting up on facebook at 1:37
minding my own business as my eyes get heavy
I come across your page on purpose
then my heart went boom boom boom

It was so real and such a short time ago
we were lost in love no one could tell us different
One fight and i was gone everything thrown out the window
alone at night now, no one there to keep me warm

And it's a hard pill to swallow even after this long
of being without you, i keep forgetting where we went wrong
i know too much has happened for us to be together now
but is it bad to still want you, need you, love you some how?

You crossed my path today for the first time in a long time
butteflies filled my stomach
 It  wasnt long before i realized you werent alone
hand in hand, it was a bit like deja vu
a few hello's and one goodbye
tears filled my eyes as you two walked away

And it's a hard pill to swallow even after this long
of being without you, i keep forgetting where we went wrong
i know too much has happened for us to be together now
but is it bad to still want you, need you, love you some how?

I see the way you look at her,
a familiar stare that once was mine
but this time it's a little different
i'ts done, it's over, you're no longer mine.

But it's still a hard pill to swallow even after this long
of being without you,  i keep forgetting where we went wrong
i know too much has happend for us to be together now
but is it bad to still want you, need you , love you some how?

I know i need to let you go and learn to love again
no more holding on to you because my heart will never mend
i deserve to be happy without you
i want to be happy with somebody new

Now, it's not a hard pill to swallow, not after this long
of being without you, i already know where we went wrong
way too much has happened for us to be together now.